April 8, 2010

  • dear lord (comma)

    please get me through this Mayhem (and mayhem).

    please help me see the right answer when i really have no clue what is happening or what should happen with my life and my feelings and emotions that seem to keep coming back.

    please help me find some peace in knowing that You have a plan, even when it seems like i'm just laying on the floor playing with matchbox cars while everyone else drives a corvette.

    please help me to find the right balance between this constant insane worry for the people i'm thinking about right now and the knowledge that eventually people have to take responsibility for their own lives and actions.

    finally, please keep me focused on You. i've got nothing else to stand on.

    love,

    ben.