October 30, 2007

  • time doesn't stop

    My xanga turned three a few days ago. I know a lot of people have been on here a lot longer then that, but for me, it's mind blowing.

    One year ago, I was coming off of one of the worst nights in my entire life. I was terrified about life and college, and I was in the middle of an emotional struggle that would last for another six months.

    Two years ago, the White Sox had just won the World Series, which was a small light in the midst of a time that was one of the most depressing portions of my life I have ever experienced.

    Three years ago, I was on the verge of making one of the dumbest choices I have ever made, and I was coasting in life, trying to avoid responsibility and the reality of growing up. I also was madly in love with someone who I don't think ever noticed, and who probably doesn't even remember who I am.

    Things change, quickly. Today, I am still scared about a lot of things. I don't know what life has in store for me; all I know is that it's time for me to quit asking about it and start finding out. I'm stronger in my faith then I have ever been, and I have developed a close circle of friends who have become an extension of myself. I am looking forward to reading this post again one year from now, and seeing where life has taken me in 365 days. One thing is certain though; you'll be able to follow my footsteps right here.